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Name: Sammi
Country: United Kingdom
Birthday: 10/11/1983
Gender: Female


Interests: Just wanna do what i want to do....
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Thursday, September 25, 2008

It's been ages and ages and ages tat i din update my blog...

1st, i got nothing to express myself for these few months.... there are ups n downs for me.... sometimes is really struggling...

2nd, been busy with my pregnancy since im back from uk to msia.... a lot of things need to be prepare...

but this week im am too too too boring as im staying in the house for the whole week waiting to give birth, cant drive n go out alone.... i've been watching tvb series for the whole day or sleep until headache.... damn....

but there is one exciting news.... i will be admitted to the hospital within these few days or latest by mon.... so tats mean the latest on mon my baby will be born... my baby is too comfortable inside my tummy tat i guess he dun wish to come out... hahaha... its really full 40 weeks i am pregnant.... tis will be a devil little baby boy for me.... ppl said my tummy as big as a ball...its so round... my feeling is so excited n nervous as well... if my baby really coming to this world on mon then it will be on 29/9/08.... such a good date...

yea, one of my friend is crazy tat she said she wanna accompany me when im giving birth... cos she is curious wat the doc will do to me... as when she gave birth 2 mths ago, she couldnt c wat the doc did to her....

i'll upload my little baby boy's photos.... so c my baby soon....


Wednesday, May 28, 2008

today the baby is already 22weeks inside the tummy.... and

IT'S A BABY BOY!!!


Friday, May 23, 2008

been pushing from all the peoples... i dunno wat i can do now...i know everybody care for me....but i dunno... now i cant think of anything.... if i go on with the decision....i'll lose everyone.... is it worth it...i really dunno...

i dunno if there is someone really understand my feeling right now... 10 out of 10 ask me to leave... but i dunno... he still the father of the baby... i dunno....

im so scare i'd make a wong decision... but at this moment i dunno what i should do...


Saturday, May 10, 2008

i try to persuade myself to go separate.... n i did.... i made a decision... to go separate..... he got his life n i got my life....

watever he do...i dun care...

now im a new sammi waiting for my newborn...


Tuesday, May 06, 2008

for all this while, just realised im being so stupid.... really really stupid....stupid with my decision.... and thought tat ppl will know how i treat them... but its not... i should believe in myself tat no one can be trusted....

no point working hard as the benefits are not for me.... im so stupid tat i worked so hard and all the things are going into other ppl hand....earning me nothing.... still bear with my own debt...

ppl thought im so worry with this and tat....actually im not... just tat i feel so heartache.... heartache tat im being used....

i am so fucking stupid.... so i made a decision to go back..... to start my new life with my newborn....tat will be so wonderful again....my life back in malaysia.... with a bunch of family and friends around....

its too late tat i realised it but at least im wake up....

im sorry for those i made them so worry bout me.... no worry... i know what i am doing... i know....



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